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I give many thanks for you! Even this morning, as I look around and make the futile attempt of cleaning up MY MESS, I see your footprints all over my life. I know that no matter what happens – God has given me loyalty to Him and to you. I may not really be good at expressing my feelings and heart, but I know that it would kill me more not to be here for you – for us.

Thank you Lord. for the provision, grace, and unwarranted love. I honestly couldn’t make it through the tough times. I know I am weak and prone to fall, so I ask (beg) for the strength to love properly. Let me be meek and strong – give me the posture of a redeemed.

So…we are pregnant. Definitely you are and I’m just along for the ride. Too quickly has the mortal realization that life is fragile. Why do I have to be reminded?