Ramblings of an Idiot

I hate cancer! My mother died from it. I found myself staring at my phone – trying to hold back tears as a movie played in the background.  I’m thinking to myself that it has been so many years, but I still miss my mom.  My wife is in the room too, and romantic movies fill the void of a non-romantic husband. She has also had a cancer diagnosis that appears to be over. I try to tell myself that those days are over, and that today and tomorrow are happier times.  Deep breaths and continued prayers should fill my mind and heart…Please give me that victory.