Ramblings of an Idiot

You were holding onto my finger today as you slept in the car. It reminded me of all the things I don’t deserve. With a renewed hope that all of this could just be precautionary, I still realize nothing can prepare me. God has been good to me by providing me with you. I pray every day that you will be healed. I pray that our baby is fine. I guess we never ask for things to be easy, only that they be worth it.